Me&You. Baby, there is no boundaries to our love. You know i can't live without you. I love you more than anyone. I need you always. Our love is not just a word. Attached ;

Beloved ones!
(♥)JESLYN , BEST sister .
(♥)Jeidy, sister.
(♥)Mixue, twinnie .
(♥)Yolanda, jie.
(♥)Shuting, jie.
(♥)Xiuting, honey.
(♥)Joanna, zuiai.
(♥)Jiatong, wifey.

Friends.
(♥)Yuning .
(♥)Mariyah .
(♥)Xuanying .
(♥)Shawn .
(♥)HUIMIN .
(♥)Tingwei .
(♥)Yongyan.
(♥)Madeline .
(♥)Sheeny .
(♥)Zhenyi .
(♥)JiaYi .
(♥)Cleav .
(♥)Shiying .
(♥)Kingsley .
(♥)Joshua .
(♥)Vanessa .
(♥)Weiwen .
(♥)Tabitha .
(♥)Chuli .
(♥)Nina .
(♥)Winnie .
(♥)Felicia .






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Cause i only want to have my baby to tag me.

{★}Somebody to love me .
{★}First month with my boyf , 15.o8.o9.
{★}Second month with my boyf , 15.o9.o9.
{★}Thrid month with my boyf , 15.1o.o9.
{★}Fourth month with my boyf , 15.11.o9.
{★}Last long with him .
{★}Free girl! 26Jan2011.
{★}Be LOVED by everybody :D
{★}Grow Back To Last Time De Hair !
{★}New Phone .
{★}Have Chanqe In Everythinq .
- My Life , My Attitude .
{★} Unlimited New Clothes . :P
{★}Everything New New :D .
{★}Good Result .
{★}ReReborn Hair .
{★}More Lens .
{★}ReDye Hair .
{★}Be a good girl !
{★}High level in facebook, maple and dota!
{★}More frens .
{★}Less backstabbers .
{★}Pimple-less .

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

baby, baby, baby! ; iloveyou ; love not just a word ; YongJiunn's ; {★}

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Current mood: Anxious waiting for my baby to reach singapore eh! (:
HAHAHHAHAHAHH! YES! Finally! Baby is finally back. He's on planeeeeeeeeee now! :D.
CANNNNNNNNN SEEEEEEEEEE HIMMMMMMMM LIAOOOOOOOOO!
Guess you can't feel how excited am i. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
Hehhe. Wish time pass faster faster faster! Hehehehehehehhehhehhe. Desperately waiting!
Shall post dao here. When he back, i will try to post the gifts he buy back :D.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Labels: Baby is reaching s'pore.

Damn happy! :D HYPERRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Can't sleeeeeeeeeeeep nehneh! :X Baby is coming back in 19hours! YAYAYYAYAYAYY! Just now won a owning dota gameeeeee. WOW. Hehe. Hope baby come and see my nicenice hair! Straight one hor. HAHAHAHHAHAH! Waiting for him making me damn HYPER&EXCITED! Ahha. My jie posted me on her BLOG. (Although is i ask her to do de.) But nvm :D. I post her back! :D.

HER PIC! :D.

MY DAMN GOOOD DE GAN JIE! :D.
Didn't realise that she gonna be my jie for 1year le!
:D. Sister for lives.

Hahha. Jealous mah? I got so good de jie. Lol. So bored. I'm entertaining myself. Aiya, bi back liao jiu he entertain me liao. :D. Hehe. Baby so come back faster! ME MISS YOU ALOT!

Damn happy that baby is coming back today! :D. Hehe. Changed blogskin and song! Hehe. Waiting damn anxiously. 2o more hours! YAY! Wondering what he will buy for me. Hope to see him as early as possibleeeeeeeee. (: Hmmmmm. Hope it will be a better day for me! :D. Haha.
Maybe going swimming! Ohhhhhhh mineeeeeee, i can't sleep at all. ): Shall think of some activities to do now. Baby, comeeeeeeeeee back seeeeeeeeeee my blog! Loves. MUACKS!

Pathetic me. Fcuk it. Somehow i don't understand why i am treated like this. I'm trying to treat you all like frens. But how are you all treating me. Talking about me infront of me. Well, if you think you all are doing the right thing then do it. I hate you. It's 6:3oPM I'm back home le. It's due to some freaking things. Fcuking sad and disappointed. Baby, baby! Where are you. 3o hours to go to see you. Feeling so fcuked up. Suan le. Baby come back faster! I got damn alot of things to tell you....

Damn unlucky day. FCUK I TYPE DE ALL DISAPPEAR. NB. DON'T WANT TYPE LE.
3ohours to see baby! BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Damn miss you till can't sleep.

Labels: Baby. I want to be the first one to see you.

Shag, baobei where are you? I miss you damn much. Fcuk it man, life without you sucks.

Why everything will go back to the same. I don't understand my sister, i really don't. She already gets what she wants, what do she still want from me? Wtf. Goodness, ANGEL YII, I can fcuking tell you, i hate you. Seriously.

Somehow i don't know why i hate her. I don't understand it at all. Everything comes back to the same. SAME. Damn it. I thot is my grandma prob. I thot ahma makes us like this. But no, NO. The fcuking reality is NO. Is not her. Is ourselves. OUR PROBLEM. Using our fucking brains to think. THINK KAYS. It's my fault also. I really don't know what to be a good daughter, not saying sister. Shit shit. I hate myself too. Why others don't have this prob but i do have? What did i do to deserve this? How am i going to tell myself to wake up. To understand, to know? I'm such a problematic child. Innocence? It is not a word to describe me anymore. Avoid? Does that help? Hide? Hiding from problem and not facing the reality? LOL. Who am i now?

This should be a nicenice happyhappy post. But how did it end up like this? Who really cause it? Hell damn wish baby is with me. Baby, baby, baby! I was actually happy that you are coming back. Really coming back soon. But how i wish now, NOW. You could be by my side. I'm fcuking disappoint with myself. I don't know what to say anymore.

Shalln't say anymore. No point saying. Noone knows.

Lol. Wtf. Sometimes i don't know what i want. I really want to understand somethings but i can't. Don't know how to even continue. Why my parents will cry.? Will anyone tell me? Hais. Suan le. Shalln't say le.

Hmmmm. Shall talk about nice&happy things! Today a nice day uh! :D Hehe. Guess why? Lala.
I do my hair le. Reborn uh! Striaght and nice hair. No more spoil hair! Damn happy! Me and my meimei tgt spent mama and papa 's around 4ooplus dollars! EXPENSIVE SIAAAAAA. I texting my baby too! Haha. He damn bad say want taimei don't want me. Rah! He cannot cannot hor. Damn anixous for him to come back lor. Hahaha! Luvsxcxcxcxcxcxcxc him alots!

Miss him uh. He not with me. ): Now waiting for him to onlineeeeeeeeeee! Hope he can uh. Got alot things to tell him. Bi ah bi, you know when you not around alot things happened?
Bi ytd got crazy ppl call me sia. I don't want how say if pass phone to kl, kl gan him, him gan kl. LOL. Why now till got so lame de ppl come to create trouble!? Don't understand. Wtffffff! And then today morning and night also got. Wth. Kao! Hell man. Damn it. What world is it. I'm a damn guai de xiaohai leh. Don't come siao siao lah. Me no time entertain. -.-.

Baobei. Me damn damn wish you are with me. Ytd i slept at 10. So didn't update my bloggggg. Ps. Hmmmmm. Everyday without bi like damn sian lor. Wish bi can flyyyyy backkkkk for meeee! Lol. Lameeeee. Neverminds i imagine kays! *Night-dreaming*.

Okay this post shall post for baby to seeeeeeeeeeeee! MUACKSSSS! :D. Damn happy u onlineeeee! Hmmmmmm. Later post pics. Byeeeeeeeeee!

Labels: Lol. Got some pics can't post again. Wtf. Shall try to post it tmr bah.

Wowwow. What a day yesterday had been. Hahaha. Fun. :D. Family gathering uh. Hais. But 可惜 baobei wasn't with me. ): Neverminds. Hehe. We texted each other. And YAY. He even called me! DAMN HAPPPYYYYYYY! :DDDDD. Missed the times he 拔虾for me. Think dao and mention everything about him to my family. (=
Hmmmm. Today will be posting pics. HAHA. Posting all pics. (Plus outdated ones, ps.) Hope later my post won't disappear again to make me pekcek. Anyway today is already considered the next day. But hor, neverminds. Cause the bbq&streamboat ah, clear up till now. Everybody is asleep. Hais. But i can't get to sleep leh. Lol. Maybe is due to missing baby too much D: Think think 3 days liao. Baby ah baby, come back faster!
Patience, patient. Okay, i don't know which one. -.-. Aiy, anyhow lah. Just now texted baby a few times. Butbut, ); guess baby is asleep bah. Hope he really enjoy! Taiwan should be a veh nice place i think? ._. Cause i never been there leh yet. Hmmmm. Wondering what i can do now. LOL. Erm. This post considered late liao sia. Today night time gotta post again. Hmmmmm. I feel like reborning my hair again leh. Jeidy dou reborn liao. ]: Plusplus need go buy books and shopping for things le. IT'S TIME TO DO THAT! OKAY, TMR! MY AIM :D.
Hehe. Papa and Mama gonna be broke le. HAHAHAHAHA :X.
Hmmmm. I planning to have another bbq&streamboat with baby when he come back. And and mahjong session! :D. COOL YEAH?
LOL. So bored now. Missing baby again. How i wish baby is with me now... HAIS! Feeling so empty. Baby not beside me to kiss and hug. I alone looking at the lappy screen. Looking at his facebook and my facebook games. Don't know how to describe. Sad.
Shall just end off with pics bah. Erm. I post this post first in case it disappear again . ==".
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Labels: Baby. Comeeee back faster..

Oh baby! I'm missing you like fcuk sia. ):

I today whole day like pig lor. Sleep sleep sleep. -.-.
Woke up around 12plus. LOL. By a freaking call by kokleong. Saw 1oplus miss call from jeidy! So sorry jeidy!! Arh, actually promised jeidy to go harvest care with her today. Damn it. I slept at 1opm yesterday still can't wake up. Wtf. SORRY JEIDY ):
LOL. Yah, back to the freaking call. He called. Accompanied him ah hua's place. He was there to borrow ah hua's clothes for his GRAD NIGHT. Wow. Hahaha. So lololololol. ._. Slackslack there till 4plus. Then home sweet home. After that didn't go out at all.
Homeeeee. Missed times when baby bought and cook food for me, D: Hell damn it. I'm fcuking hungry and got to cook myself. Shag ah shag. Misses. =(
Then all the while at home i was using facebook, loged in his acc and mine. Check his cafe world, roller coaster, friend for sale, fishvile, farmvile and and barn buddy. Hehe. I'm incharging of everything! :D. Lvled-up! (: Then i went backk to sleep again.
Just woke up. LOL. Log in again. Lame. So bored and uncomfortable with him. I used to hugging him to sleep. Kissing him whether awake. Doing things for him. Haishais.
Okay bah, i now feeling damn hungry. Wth. Howhowhow!?! LOLOLOL. I shall go cook bah. Entertain myself with some shows bah. Byeeeeeeeeeee! Nights all.

Baby! It's the second day onlyyyyyy. Miss me like how i miss you!

Labels: Better miss me like how i miss you ):

What first day neh neh? Orh orh. ): The first day without baby with me.
Missesmisses! D: Hais. Hell damn it. I now already missing him like hell. Baby, baby, baby!
Baby going for 1odays lehhhhhhhh! 1odays you know! Oh mine.
He gonna be back at 2nd december, BUTBUT, SADED THING is i can't go fetch him! AHAHAHHAAHHAAHHAHAHHAHAHAH! Angryyyyyyy. My probation. Zzz. He's reaching about 1oplus at night. FCUK IT! D:
Hell. Shalln't say le.
Butbut today a vehveh nice thing happened! Baby called me before he board his planeeeeeeeeeeee! HAPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :DDDDDDDDDDD.
Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees him to the maxmaxmaxamaxamxamaxmax!
Okay, shall say what happen today.
First thing in the morning, i went to pass him his internet, key&lock and lastly lip gloss. Hopeee baby enjoy his trip!
Anyway when baby called me, i was at aljunied eating with jeidy and clara. We was there to 当义工. Guai right? We are goood girls!
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Went there takecare kids uh. Kids are sooooo cuteeeeeee lah!
Hehe. When otw back to back Aljunied MRT station, I&jeidy saw alot alot cheap cheap...........................................(think straight!)
D.U.R.I.A.N.S lah! Lol. 5ocents one onlyyyyyyyy eh!
Rmbed the times when baby was with me eating durians.. AHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHH! I'm gonna going crazy!
Was thinking of baby all day long!
Aiya, okayokay, i get back to topic. Then me and jeidy only eat one. Promise her to pei her eat and treat her one durian tmr.
We took train back to jp and ate our dinner at mac.
I gonna rest sooon. Hope i wake up tomorrow uh. I'm fcuking tired now.
Okay shall post tmr. Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ( Cb, my thrid time rewriting. Fcuk it.)
Oh yah, lazy to post pics, Maybe tmr bah. Ps jeidy!


Warning :
BABY! YOU COME BACKKKKKK BETTERRRRRR SEEEEE ALL MY POSTS! Loveeeeeeees. Muackxcxcxcxccx.

Labels: I want see you badly.

Happy. Hehe. Baby had been staying at my house 3 days :D. Haha. He just went back home. Guess he reached home uh? Hmmm. Should be bah. Wah, time passes fast man. I actually thot today is wed. LOL. Er. Tomorrow i want go swimming. Anyone? :X. These few days have been raining cats and dogs in the afternoons. ._. Hope tomorrow will be a fine day. OO. I stayed at home for three days without going out! :D. WONDERFUL! Lol. Hmmmm. Mama just came back. Bought a pink-purple shirt for papa! G2ooo de leh! Mai siao siao. LOL~. Actually is offer de. -.-.
Hmmmm. Guess shall wait baby text me backk. I shall go see my cafe world and start dota for today! Dota all the way to morning! :D. Hope mama won't shut my internet. Okayokay. Shall end here. Bye! Me luvs my baby W.YongJiunn!

Labels: W.YongJiunn. You're my man.

It's 12:19 now. Can consider late midnight or early morning. I'm a fcuk-ing failure.
Hais. Recalling past. Why must everybody be foolish for once before knowing that actually they can be smart?
Baby is now outside eating with kokleong. I'm at home blogging. I just went to tou kan his past msn pm. Anyway, i'm using his lappy. Hmmm. So shag. Maybe i'm just so stupid that i mind his pm, mind that he don't visit my blog. Gosh. How foolish am i. Sometime i wonder, what his pm means.
"Loving someone who doesn't love you in return... is like trying to fly with a broken wing..."
Anyone can tell me what it means? Lol. I always think too much, i'm just so sensitive.
I don't know why i can be sad so easily. I just too scare to lose him.
Next year, he gonna be 18 le. Wow. Great. I'm not sure he's going ITE or army.
Too much things i can't say now.
How to know that yourself is loved? How to even feel yourself loved? Idk.
How to let someone know that you mind? How to let someone know that you care?
How to even hide your feeling to not let somene know that actually you are fcuking scare to lose them? Will they care? Will they even know? There's so much questions that i want to ask. So much answers that i want to know. Who can really tell me the real answer. I know there are no right or wrong answers. Lol. Mind my poor english. Ps.

Hais. Just to conclude. I scared to lose my boyf. My love. He just seems to be my everything. To me, i just want to be with him.

Mood: Happy.
Song that i'm now listening: My blog songs.
Thing that i wanted to complete: The cross-stitch for my baby. :D.
Things that i wanted to lvl-up and improve on: Lvl up in my cafe world(Facebook) and dota!
Show that i'm waiting excitedly for: 下一站，幸福 and 终极三国!

Okay shall start my daily life blog. :D. HELLO!
Erm. Thot of an idea. Shall name my blog. Luvs.

Hihi luvs, I'm your owner. :D. LOL.
Now i'm going to start crapping to you. Hehe.
You know, today my baby bought a IPOD TOUCH.
OMGOMG! I'm god damn jealous of him. His 全身上下 got 1ooo+ worth leh!
Mai siao siao worh! Rich rich uh. He is damn 幸福!
Haha. He also veh 幸福 cause got me :P. HAHHAHA! *Bhb*. :X
Hmmmmm. Now i rushing to finish my cross-stitch uh. Hope can finish in time.
2more days to his and me de 4th month! YAY! So damn happy! Feeling so nice to have him all. :D.
Okay. Idk what else to post le. Shall post tml again :D. Hehe. Byeeeeee luvs.

13Nov. 2more days to our 4th month. Baby is outside. I miss him. I'm so sorry to make him irrated, i so a not good girlf. I'm sorry.
4months. It have been so much we went through.
Just because a little thing. I'm feeling sad now. 12:24AM.
Baby is somewhere near my house area. 9oo+ there. oo. -Crying-.
I don't know what to say. I just feel like blogging. Nothing much also.
Fact: I got to stay at home everyday till 26th JAN 1011. 1more year to go.
Shag. What to do. Hais. Bi, he said he will not go out today(Nite time). But he did. He say he will play dota with me. I waited. But he didn't. I didn't blame him at all. I just want to say is, i rmb everything he said. Even if it's just a little small thing.
I think. He's eating now. Hope he eat de kai xin., eat de full. I hope he will rmb to call me back. I'm waiting.

Michelle Yii Su Jin, you must strong. Stop crying. Don't so crybaby. Wipe off all your tears. Can you grow up abit. Crying don't solve problem, it only make you look more pityful, helpless and weak. Grow up grow up!

Lol. I must crazy. Talking to myself. LOL. Noone talking to me. Papa&Mama sleeping. My sister also. Who is here for me to talk to? I only can wait my baby's call. Pathetic isn't it?
OO. Lol. Since when i so emo. Crazy! I must be really crazy.

Don't know who will even read my blog? LOL.
Maybe i really just hope bi will read my blog? I will be really contented. Hais.
Alone de feeling is really not good. Not goood at all.
Hais. Hais. Hais. Sometimes. Everybody nid voice out everything that is hid in our heart also.

Today i found bruises on my left leg. The da tui there. Mama ask me what happen. Maybe i also don't know. Pain. Hais.
1min, 1min is passing like 1day, 1day. I'm going to crazy le.

Today i see a VEH VEH NICE SHOW. Show name: 下一站，幸福。
Nice name isn't it? It's a super nice show. I waiting for its next episode. Gosh! Super long.
There's nothing much more i nid to post bah. Bye! Nites all. (:

(Baby! Call me, i'm missing you and waiting for your call.)